[He allows the words to roll over him, eyes glued down to the floor, as M recites the hateful words. Underneath all the guilt and heartache a strong pulse of anger is trying to boil its way to the top. Anger at the doppelganger for using his face and his voice to deliver that steaming bowl of crap M's way. To reveal his secrets in lies and partial truths. To cut down M in the places where he's vulnerable.
By the end his hands have curled into fists and his lips have drawn together in a hard line. If he ever finds that little shit he's dead.]
...Definitely not the way I would have worded it. His bedsides manner is shit.
[He doesn't mean to be flippant at such a dire time but he needs M to know that he's been fed a version of the facts that isn't his own. Even if his own fears and insecurities have gotten them to this point, he never viewed M spitefully.]
It's not. [M has done his best to own up to his own bullshit, the least Andrew can do is do the same.] I shouldn't have kept things from you. Especially something as big and awful as my deaths. And I should never have made Archie promise not to tell you. I put your friendship in jeopardy so I could lick my wounds. And I'm sorry. I'm not always as strong as you think I am.
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Date: 2018-07-14 01:05 am (UTC)By the end his hands have curled into fists and his lips have drawn together in a hard line. If he ever finds that little shit he's dead.]
...Definitely not the way I would have worded it. His bedsides manner is shit.
[He doesn't mean to be flippant at such a dire time but he needs M to know that he's been fed a version of the facts that isn't his own. Even if his own fears and insecurities have gotten them to this point, he never viewed M spitefully.]
It's not. [M has done his best to own up to his own bullshit, the least Andrew can do is do the same.] I shouldn't have kept things from you. Especially something as big and awful as my deaths. And I should never have made Archie promise not to tell you. I put your friendship in jeopardy so I could lick my wounds. And I'm sorry. I'm not always as strong as you think I am.