heliophilic: Midnighter (I already know how this is going to end)
ʍ 🌙 ᴍɪᴅɴɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ ([personal profile] heliophilic) wrote2018-09-20 04:22 pm

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This is M. I'm most likely out punching someone. Don't worry, they deserve it.

Probably.

I'll call you back later.

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h2no: (bad feelios)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[he looks down, worrying his hands for a moment.]

Does it go away?
h2no: (hey now... hey)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[he just exhales.]

Yeah. I get that. [he cocks his head.] Anyone from back home you want in here? That John Wormsmoor weirdo?
h2no: (bad feelios)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Fair.

[he crosses his arms, looks away for a moment, then back to m, concern clear in his expression.]

Of course I am. You're one of my best friends, M. I love you as family. [he reaches out cautiously, fingertips brushing over m's forearm.] I'd do anything if it might help, even for a few minutes.
h2no: (hey now... hey)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[archie shifts, looping his arm around m's waist. it's alright. at least he's trying. he clearly appreciates the gesture.]

You're worth understanding, and you're worth knowing. What happens when you think about not joking about it, and just saying it?
h2no: (i'll take the warning)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It can be hard to know who to confide in. Especially in a place like this.

[he sighs.]

It's a blessing and a curse.
h2no: (bad feelios)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Hearing what they want to hear, huh?

[he looks over.]

I'm sorry. I had no idea you struggled with Andrew as well. You never stopped trying, even with all that, huh?
h2no: (is that a fucking gremlin)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-20 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't know. Probably the best not to theorise on 'em.

[archie nods firmly.]

Somethin' to hold onto. [kinda makes his own admission that he loves m, even platonically, feel a bit weird?] Do you have people you want to understand that don't?
h2no: (bad feelios)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-21 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
[there's something in his expression that might indicate he didn't... expect m to ask. or at least admit he cares? archie's dumb.]

I'm really trying to. [else they wouldn't be here.] I want to do right by you.
h2no: (looks bad todd)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-21 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Brain-computer and what you were made for, right? [he asks, cautiously. low-key terrified of being wrong.]
h2no: (yeah.... no)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-22 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't ever stop trying, though. That's more than what the people who put it in you expected, isn't it?

[he can't imagine they ever expected any of this-- not being an import, but m growing beyond it all, even if he feels he hasn't.]
h2no: (looks bad todd)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-23 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I never asked... where are you at when you were Ported in? What's life back home like for you?

[this all seems to be in the past, so what's in store for m now? he knows the stuff with andrew was reflective of things at home, but what about everything else?]
h2no: (yeah.... no)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-04-24 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
You're doing it pretty well.

[he's hesitant like he's not sure if he should say what he's about to say.]

You know... it fucking hurts more than anything, but making mistakes like that is just about the epitome of dumbass humanity.

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